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Thursday, June 07, 2007
So you thought I'd died?
Gone to the great beyond?
To the armpits of hell, where I did once dwell....
Well Sorry...NO!
Hey Ya'll long time since I've been here...
Many have fallen on the path here, but I'm still alive..so not to worry....
Well down here in Zland where it's so fresh and green....(yeah right) many strange things have happened.... I find myself in a place surrounded with religion....no godhaters in sight, it's really quite strange.....they try to turn me to their godlike ways, but it's really not me, I'm just not a conformist...
Then there's my wee minx, he's driving me MAD!!! any tips on how to contain the wild nature of a feline out to make his mark?!
Then there's the others, the ones closest to my heart, the ones I feel such guilt for everytime I annoy them in the least little way....This I guilt I have learnt, is brought on from childhood, where we are conditioned to be in our formative years.....
Strange how hard it is to uncondition oneself from that which is unconditionable...love...the heart murmers in such a strange way.....
Yet...I still wouldn't change it for all the world...
That which we learn, has shaped us and formed us into this being we are... for wht reason we have still to find...
Andif any of you out there thinks this sounds familiar, or you make sense of it at all...please let me know......
Good to see you, wait right there... I'll be right back...
Posted at 04:37 pm by BRAT666
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Thursday, July 27, 2006
I'll be back
Just you wait
I'll show em all
I said I'd be back
they'll be waiting
enthralled
Insidiously creeping in
somewhere they just don't expect.
JUST YOU WATCH
THE MAGGOTS ARE BACK
The flies yet unhatched
the little worm crawls
a filthy beast hatches
from inside the walls
Here he comes
the beast from within
WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG?
ha
ha ha ha
ha hahahahahahhahahahaa!
you don't know where I've been.....
Posted at 05:56 pm by BRAT666
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
He asked her once for heart in hand
she gave freely
as you do
and still he tried to tear it apart
with sharpest teeth of steel
He bit and clawed and sank talons through
and tried to rip it to shreds
but still it beat strong and true
no challenge for the dead
for she was not all alive
but a corpse dragged from the grave
a being in the living world
void and numbed and pained
her souless eyes, were deep dark pools
that lost you deep within
her smile a bright white light of joy
with blood red lips apart
and so she trapped her willing slaves
til they devoured her whole
and when they spit out the pip that was left
she lamented to them all
why she passed it time and again
no one knew, not her
but still it went again and again
like a rat trapped in a wheell
trapped but still running
back to the start again
in hope this time would be the one
who would release the soul within.
so she screams and writhes in tormenting pain
hates from deep within
and still that bug strikes again and again
a parasite, a worm....
Posted at 11:31 am by BRAT666
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Monday, June 20, 2005
Raging away...
So you found a little corner of the universe where I have delved into......
Poor you, you'll never be the same again.....
So much goes on in our everday lives we forget how much others must suffer just to get by each day....recently I saw a tv show about the boy with a tumour for a face....sounds sci fi? not so. This was a poor little asian boy, who without the kindness and generosity of others would have probably starved to death not being able to eat...or see out of one eye.....
How lucky we are indeed....still our woes befall us
Then there was a couple who went to watch their only 16 year old son score a goal for his school team...only to have him die unexpectedly 3 days later from...wait....the flu!
Shit, like...WHAT THE FUCK!!!????
Point is, be happy with what you have, whether you're pained and twisted, or gorgeous and suicidal, we all have our freaks inside, and our own personal torture chambers...just remember, it could always be worse
like that guy...
the one limping down the street....
with one arm shot offf.....
a trail of blood behind him.....
dragging his nearly dead four year old daughter behind him......
death in his eyes...
and a bewildered look that says...
WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED!?
Posted at 05:19 pm by BRAT666
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Thursday, March 10, 2005
Back again in a much happier state of mind....
Must say Ashleigh and Austin, I love reading your love story unroll across the net.
aaahhh, young love....
It's so hard to be a 200 year old demon....
off I slither
back to hell
To the cyst
upon which I dwell
To lightening and thunder
and evil turnings
wanderlust recomes me
I feel the burning.....
Yearning, to twist and turn
as I burn deep in to the armpits of hell
"smells like children" as the reverend says
Taking mass upon the masses
condemns all to hell
Where eternally we live
in happiness and bliss
to rot and wither
beyond our weakest fears
once again to writhe
amongst the demons
The understanding is in the writ...
Posted at 11:45 am by BRAT666
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Monday, February 14, 2005
Gah!
life......
what for?
where the who the what?
HAPPY VALENTINES ALL YOU DEMONOID MORTALS OUT THERE!
And for the Vamps....
...Happy bloodsucking...
Posted at 05:06 pm by BRAT666
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Desolation sits in the very centre of you. a part deep in your soul.
Most people are happy and joyful, and rarely get to see this part of themselves.
I was like that.
Happy, joyful, bouncing off the walls........saw the best in life, and in fact everything around me.....
...then I fell......
...I fell so far I had never known I had such depth......
.....it scared me cos I didnt know how to get back up. I was helpless...but i didnt care....but sometimes I did..... that made me even more sad and depressed......
...I began to ache...deep down inside where no one could see, where the light of joy never shone.
I didn't know how to get back.
Sadly, I tried many things, alcohol, drugs...finally I found self harm eased the ache....sad, but true....
The doctor game me pills, but as the song goes, the drugs dont work, they just make it worse.....they helped a little...for a while.....til I fell again.....
..the best thing I had was great friends who brought me round.
Pretty lucky to have such damn good mates....
..wish I could just climb outta this hole I've fallen into tho
And just be real again.....
just be me again.....
wherever I am.....
Posted at 01:13 pm by BRAT666
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And so she sat and waited
Her life came around the corner
passed her by once again
she was sure she was at the right stop
had the right change and all
But what was that glinting
a prize just ahead.
who would be so creul to put it there
when she could not reach it....
no legs.
She slithered and slid but her belly was fat
she moved not an inch
but started to roll back
and so she sat and waited
no life far ahead
where was her crownly prince
her saviour, she said
He lay, dismembered,
run over by the bus
her life rolled on
rolled over her love.......
Posted at 12:22 pm by BRAT666
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Monday, January 10, 2005
I lie here
lying
who knows for how long?
too many lies, so tired
move on......
Sleeping, trancing
these trance like dreams
daytime is nighttime
as are my waking dreams
Screaming aloud
when nightmares hit the day
tired, surrendered
who knows
come what may?
Posted at 05:16 pm by BRAT666
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Thursday, November 11, 2004
I hate
I feel
I hate to feel.
Sometimes it rips me to threads deep inside.
The pain
I feel
I hate to feel
Why won't it go away?
I used
to be
happy
inside of me
Now I look out these windows called eyes
and see nothing
in my future
to my surprise.
Who took this from me?
I cannot say
all I know is
that
it's gone away....
SOMEBODY, ANYBODY, HELP ME!
But it falls..
against
deaf ears
again.
Posted at 04:05 pm by BRAT666
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